July 2011
June 2011
You’re gonna have to be okay with me throwing you up against a wall and making out with you from time to time. This is non-negotiable.
i’m totally okay with that.
daedalus | thrice
But son, please keep a steady wing
And know you’re the only one that means anything to me
Steer clear of the sun, or you’ll find yourself in the sea.
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bryandrums replied to your video: queen of awkward.
Correction: Its hot as Satan’s sack outside…
well here in the beautiful north, we don’t experience Satan’s sack. He saves his sack for you guys…
S.O.T.D. #20 Seatbelt Hands by Listener. Currently one favorite song by currently my favorite band(?) Dan is an incredible lyricist so for your edification and pleasure I have included the lyrics to this gem.
She’s the kind of lady that calls everybody baby
honey, sugar, sweetie, she’s always making friends
and she keeps us all locked outside her thick leather skin
she always starts with a smile, it’s small and butter yellow
but easier than a handshake, doesn’t like her hands touched
she tans alot, gets burnt alot smoking through the cartons
but then gets put out so much, she’s considered a bargain
she was born on the fourth of july with her hand on her heart
loves america, & being patronized, no one ever told her to guard her heart
she was an angel for halloween once, but never again
and for christmas ever year she’s haunted by demons
they always tell her they love her.
she used to believe in innocence until she lost it
and spent a long summer, riding the trains
she has cats and collectors plates to keep her sane
watching TV in her favorite chair…both of which are rented
she’s alone, and surrounds herself with loners
her life is a loan, lent out to anyone who will own her
waiting for the night to sweep her off her feet, while she mops the bathroom floor
hoping for a winning ticket or a man to treat her right
but they’re both a gamble and she’s been a loser all her life
and if she had a nickel for every time she’s been punched and kicked
she’d put it together with her camel cash, try to buy some happiness
they always tell her they love her, but then they take something from her.
she shows everyone her dreams, crumpled up like leaves from holding on too tight
scattered in her shoebox coffin on the cardboard walls covered in butterflies
she’s got love in her heart for her babies, and hope in her mind for tomorrow
and blood on her hands that only she sees, holding the last bit of time that’s borrowed
but you never know where that heart has been, and we’ll never know how hard it’s been
I wanna cut open my chest and let her in, but that won’t fix what needs to mend
and she stands there unlit cigarette in hand
filling up that empty hole with anything that’ll pour
insides hanging out like a flare, gun, warning.
there’s beauty in that pain, can you see it?
she’s crashing through life with seat belt hands
one accident away from a miracle
and there’s an honesty there, but I can’t take it all in
she hides the worst of it in the wrinkles
that’s the ache you get when there’s no where else to go.
and she’s got no where else to go, doesn’t want to go there.
I promise I’ll go with her.
Oh why thank you, miss :) That makes me happy.
The older I get, the more I realize I’m letting go of my need to look perfect all the time. I used to constantly be self-concious of my looks.
I used to bring makeup and a mirror with me everywhere. I wouldn’t even let my close girlfriends see me with my hair a mess, with no makeup on.
It’s really amazing how dependent some girls get on that goop.
I’m finding more and more lately, as I grow in all ways, that I’m not attached to these bodily looks of mine.
I could easily say it’s due to pure laziness, hah, but I know it’s not. I’m being freed, because self-conciousness is such a burden.
I bet confidence looks much better on me than mascara does :)
Aw, thanks Anon :) I hope one day you’ll be brave enough to let me know who you are!
And thank you. I hope so too. haha
Lights - Ellie Goulding
if this could play every time i walk into a room, that’d be great.
Work In Progress, The Dangerous Summer
DON’T BE INSECUUUURE GURL. WORK DAT UPDO.
peterkins, i miss you.
ah-mazing.
Girls Just Wanna Have Fun (Cyndi Lauper Cover) // Relient k
Work In Progress, The Dangerous Summer