Only one person can make me feel small. Only one person can’t take a hint. I’m desperately throwing you bones, beating around the bush that I want you to tell me you miss me, and regret your decision to throw me away for other things, other pastimes, other hobbies.
You’re not taking them. And I’m sitting here, with your oblivious chats popping up on the screen, and at this moment, I’m thinking to myself, “wow. It’s really time to let go, isn’t it?” Let me answer that one: yes, yes it is. I’m not going to let “the only one who can make me feel small” feel small anymore.
I don’t even have to be discrete! I could tell you right now, “Hi. I miss you. Remember when you actually made time for me?” and you’d say, “Oh yeah! Haha good times… so funny story at band practice the other day…..”
It makes me feel pathetic, to be honest, to know that my heart can be flopped around so easily.
I’m over it. I’m over you and your promises you couldn’t keep, no matter how hard I believe you truly meant them at the time. I still remember the time you called me and told me you promised to not break my heart, and 4 months later, you did.
Good thing I know a God who can put it back together.
okay. so. 1. i really enjoy the fact that everything is purple. thats awesome haha, major propps.
2. SINCE you liked the video of levi i am just so excited and addicted to his stuff right now i had to tell you to definetly youtube him adn check his stuff out!! he's incredible. all of it is.
and if you already know him then thats great too and i for sure share in your appreciation of his talent. if not, then you know whats up haha.
( oh and 3!! i hope the tattoo thing is going well! thats exciting. but i feel like a creep for saying that. gah, oh welll. haha..)
1. Thank you! I’m pretty sure I like the purple too.
2. I had never heard of him before! But I hit play and started doing stuff around my room, then I stopped, turned to my computer, and was like, “dang!” He’s deep. hahah really really good.
and 3. thank you! hahah I ended up having to wait another few days, so this wednesday I’m getting it done (: